I Want My Soul Back - E-book - ePub

How did you get to control my soul? thought I was having fun, and now you are attached to my soul. I try to chase you away but still bring you back. I hate you but  still miss you every moment you are not around. I seek ways to live without you but it is difficult. The funny thing is I am the one who can't get away from you, why did I get addicted to you? I hate you and regret the day I was introduced to you.
I hate all the fun I thought you were bringing into my life because the more I take  you is  the more I get addicted--the more i get destoyed. Now you pull my leg whenever you want. I do all to satisfy you, late at work because of you, sneak out of my job because of you. I go distance in search of you whenever you run out. Sometimes even have to sacrifice food over you. I was once kicked out of school because of you. My eyes are now bright enough  to see that you are and  have been a demon controlling and destroying my life.
There was a time I lost a job because of you. Damn! I should have realized  earlier that you are going to be like a  pill needed for survival in my life.  It's all hate because it is like  you have my soul. That's what I hate the most, now I have to fight to get it back. Damn! I hate you so much. I want my soul back, I miss those days I would sleep peacefully like a child without you. I used to think that you are bringing joy into my life.
I did engage you in things I enjoy doing. I remember before you came to my life that I used to enjoy music alot and I developed a love for music even before you could come to my life, but stupidly engaged you and now I can't feel music without you. You are destroying my life. I wish it could go back to a time when I was free from this addiction. Damn. I want my life back.